I'm back and not really sure if that's a good thing or not. I've tried to refrain from blogging while my mind is slipping into the down portion of it's unfortunate cycle. I did extremely well for several weeks in regards to keep my morale and motivation up and generally being happy. But, as what always happens with me, the good feeling eventually comes crashing down. I suppose the fact that I can recognize this and deal with it in a much better fashion should be considered bonus points on my part but it's difficult to see the positive when your brains refuses to do so. Sooner or later I know that these terrible feelings of inadequacy and loneliness will disappear and I will feel like I'm back on top again. Until then, I will take the quiet moments to breakdown and cry and pray to God for strength and understanding.
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