...but I don't know which one to make first. Okay, so maybe that's a bit dramatic. I've already the first and most important decision, which is that my current relationship has run its course and will be ending in the near future. The remaining decisions seem so paltry.
I have several large projects on my board which need to be made priorities. My first priority should be to finish painting the upstairs hallway but now I kinda want to paint the master bedroom and my 15 year old daughter's room. My garage needs a complete overhaul but when I think of doing that, I think of building a shelving system to store all of my totes. Unfortunately, building that shelving unit would make more of a mess of the garage than it already is. Every time I log on to Pinterest I see some new craft or project that seems great but just don't know how to get started.
Seriously, I need to reorganize my linen closet, clean and organize my pantry and fridge. I still haven't tackled the job of putting door knobs on my kitchen cabinets. I had been using the family dry-erase calendar idea but have fallen short on that here lately. And this evening I bought myself a new planner and colored pens to try my hand at. I feel like I have a problem with following through on things.
Whoa, now that I've actually put that down in print I think I just hit upon my actual problem. I can make a ton of great decisions in my head and maybe even start putting them into action but I really do have a problem following through and completing the decision. That's why I am still living with someone who irks the hell out of me and whom I no longer find appealing. Crap, I hate it when I have these epiphanies. Now I actually have to do something about my shortcoming or berate myself and move further into my depression. Deep down I think I know that if I would just act on that most important decision, the rest of the small stuff would probably fall into place because I would be without one of my biggest stresses.
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